You Are the Miracle: How to Heal, Rise, and Shift Your Momentum (Ep. 11)

This year has been intense for so many of us. Collectively and personally, 2025 has been a year of shedding, completion, and being dragged to our knees. In this soul-baring episode, Akashic Soul Healer and award-winning corporate wellness executive Nicole Mixdorf shares how she moved through one of the hardest months of her life—and how she shifted the momentum of her reality from breakdown back into alignment, health, and expansion.

Nicole opens up about a relapse of her long-standing health condition that arrived right as she stepped out publicly as a healer. Instead of forcing her way through in old, hyper-masculine ways, she was guided to do something radically different: stop “doing,” allow her body to heal, and give every cell permission to return to wholeness.

She walks you through the exact energetic practices she used to bounce back—meeting her shadows head-on, feeling her emotions fully, elevating her vibration with simple heart-centered practices, and embodying the version of herself who is already healed, abundant, worthy, and free.

If you’ve been feeling stuck, exhausted, or like life keeps knocking you down, this episode is your reminder that you are infinitely powerful, you are not alone, and you can change the energetic direction of your life.

Inside this episode, you’ll learn:
• Why 2025 (9-year completion + Year of the Snake) has felt so intense
• How to work with challenges as soul lessons instead of punishments
• A simple practice to process emotions through the body (instead of stuffing them down)
• How to give every cell of your body permission to heal
• Energetic scripts you can use to call in healing, love, and abundance
• Why embodying your “next level self” is the key to changing your reality

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Disclaimer: The information in this podcast is based on Nicole’s personal experiences and spiritual perspectives and is for informational and educational purposes only. It is not intended as medical advice, nor does it replace a relationship with a licensed healthcare professional. Always consult your physician or qualified health provider with any questions you may have regarding a medical condition, and never disregard professional medical advice because of something you heard on this podcast.

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Transcript

Hello, beautiful soul, and welcome back to HEALED. I’m your host, Nicole Mixdorf. I am an Akashic Soul Healer and an award-winning corporate wellness executive, and today I want to talk to you about shifting momentum in your life.

We have all gone through difficult seasons — times when life knocks us down, waves hit on all sides, and it feels like everything is falling apart. There has also been a lot of global disharmony this year, and I think everyone has been feeling the intensity.

One of the greatest gifts I’ve carried throughout my life is the ability to bounce back — the ability to get knocked down and not stay down. And today, I want to share how I’ve shifted my own energy this year, elevated my vibration, and changed the direction of my life so I could expand into my next-level self.

Because honestly… this entire year has felt like being in the weeds for many people.

2025: A Year of Shedding & Completion

I’m recording this in November 2025, and it has been a hard year collectively.
 In the Chinese zodiac, this is the Year of the Snake — the year of shedding, releasing, letting old identities die so new ones can emerge.

And in numerology, 2025 is a 9 year, which represents completion — the end of a nine-year cycle. This energy of chaos and destruction that we’ve been feeling globally is part of that cycle closing.

I chose to embrace this energy of destruction in my own life and use it to let go of the “old Nicole” so the new version of me could be born. Early in the year, I realized I was meant for more.

For 13 years, I’ve led an award-winning corporate wellness company, working with huge brands and supporting the wellbeing of thousands of employees. I’ve loved that work. It has been purposeful, meaningful, and beautiful.

But the more I dove into my one-on-one Akashic healing sessions, the more alive I felt. The more lit up. The more called. It became clear that my purpose was evolving — that I was meant to connect with the public, shine my light more fully, and speak openly about healing.

Visibility Wounds & Past-Life Memories

That shift brought old visibility wounds to the surface. Many healers carry what’s often called the witch wound — past-life memories where our gifts weren’t safe, or we were persecuted for being different or intuitive.

I had to face all of that this year.
 I went into my Records multiple times a week clearing:

• karmic patterns
• outdated soul contracts
• energy cords
• belief systems
• emotional imprints
• past-life wounds
• fragmented pieces of consciousness

It was deep, ongoing, powerful work.

And just when I thought I had worked through most of it — right after I recorded the first several podcast episodes — I was hit with a relapse of the condition that shaped so much of my past.

When Life Knocks You Down Hard

I recently shared an episode about that setback, but the timing was not coincidental. Nothing is. I had just stepped forward publicly declaring myself a healer — after doing this work in secret for years.

Right at that moment, my body crashed. A treatment backfired. I could barely move. I needed medical support. It was terrifying. October was one of the hardest months of my life.

And yet… here I am only weeks later, feeling alive, clear, focused, and on fire.

People asked me:
 “How do you do that? How do you bounce back so quickly and so easily?”

The answer surprised even me.

Masculine Force vs. Feminine Allowing

For most of my life, resilience meant powering my way through — a very masculine energy of doing, fixing, forcing, searching for answers.

Earlier this year, during a profound spiritual activation, I awakened 16 channels of my Ka, my light body. That activation rebalanced my inner masculine and feminine energies. But I didn’t realize how much I had been living from masculine force until this relapse.

This time, when I went into my Records looking for answers, I kept hearing:

“This is not colitis. The colitis is resolved.”

Even though I was experiencing bleeding ulcers again, the message was clear:
 My body was purging an old imprint — a remembered pathway.

So I tried the things that worked in the past:

• Kambo — didn’t help this time
• Family energy clearing
• A dragon’s blood water fast — that one backfired spectacularly

Nothing worked.

And then I heard the message that changed everything:

“Stop doing.
 Stop forcing.
 Stop looking outside of yourself.
 Allow yourself to heal.”

Giving My Cells Permission to Heal

So I opened the Akashic Records for every cell in my body.

I spoke to them with love:
 “I honor you. I thank you. You have carried so much. I give you permission to heal.”

I kept repeating:

“I give every cell of my body permission to heal.”
 “I love you.”
 “Thank you.”

The next day, my symptoms eased.
 Within a week, they were gone.

I didn’t heal because of what I did.
I healed because of what I allowed.

Every Challenge Has a Message

Whatever challenge you face — illness, heartbreak, financial stress, confusion, loss — it is never random. Your soul is trying to teach you something.

Ask yourself:

• What am I meant to learn from this?
• What is out of alignment?
• What belief is this bringing to the surface?
• What identity am I being asked to shed?
• How can I become better through this experience?

And just as importantly:

What does this situation make me believe about myself?

Unworthy?
 Unlovable?
 A failure?
 A fraud?

These are the shadows we run from because they hurt.
 But the moment we shine a light into them — they dissolve.

A Somatic Way to Release Emotion

One of my favorite practices:

I stand up, place my hands on my heart, bend my knees, and gently bounce and shake as I let myself fully feel whatever emotion is present — sadness, anger, grief, disappointment, rage, heartache.

I breathe deeply and let the emotion move out of my body.

Movement + breath = release.

If needed, ask your Creator or your angels to help dissolve belief systems or transmute energies you’re ready to let go of. They respond the moment you ask.

You Are Innately Infinite

The truth is:
 You are innately whole.
 Innately abundant.
 Innately infinite.

When we remove the layers of trauma, fear, and outdated patterns, we reconnect with our natural state. The miracle isn’t outside you. You are the miracle.

Raising Your Vibration

Another key to bouncing back is elevating your energy.

I place my hands on my heart and say:

• “Every cell of my body is healed.”
• “I am healed and whole.”
• “I feel amazing.”

You can do this with love:

• “I am love. I am loved.”

Or abundance:

• “I am abundant in every cell of my body.”
• “Money flows to me with ease.”
• “Thank you, thank you, thank you.”

Gratitude opens the door to miracles.

A Beautiful Practice: Filling Yourself with Light

Go outside when you can.
 Face the sun.
 Close your eyes.
 Open your palms.

Let the warmth enter your body.
 Let the light fill you.

If it's cloudy, visualize the brightest sun in your mind’s eye.
 Your body will respond the same way.

Letting Go Before the New Year

As we approach the end of 2025 — a 9 year of completion — ask yourself:

• What am I done with?
• What am I ready to release?
• What beliefs no longer serve me?
• What identity needs to fall away?

Because 2026 is a 1 year — the beginning of a new nine-year cycle.
And in the Chinese zodiac, it’s the Year of the Horse — representing freedom, adventure, and creation.

This is the year to become the person who already has the life you desire.

The old you cannot take you where you’re going.

A Final Invitation

You are infinitely powerful.

If you want support on your journey, you can book an Akashic Healing Journey with me — I would be honored to help you get to the root of whatever is blocking you. You’ll find the link in the show notes, as well as a free gift from me: an Akashic Abundance Activation to release scarcity and open you to greater abundance in every form.

Thank you for being here with me today, beautiful soul.
 I’ll see you in the next episode.