Healing at the Speed of Light: Howard Wills on Forgiveness, Joy & Real-World Miracles (Ep.5)

What if healing could be instantaneous?

In this extraordinary episode of HEALED with Nicole Mixdorf, Akashic healer and host Nicole Mixdorf sits down with renowned energy conduit Howard Wills (https://HowardWills.com) to explore the light—and how forgiveness, intention, and prayer can catalyze breathtaking, real-world transformations.

Nicole shares jaw-dropping stories of miraculous healings she has personally witnessed Howard facilitate for herself and her loved ones:

• 🌟 A 40-year-old friend, unresponsive in the ICU after a massive stroke and emergency brain surgery, began waking up after Howard’s remote healing.
• 🌟 An elder cousin who had slipped into a coma opened his eyes and was released home just two days later.
• 🌟 A dear friend suffering from long-haul COVID experienced instant relief—her brain fog lifted immediately, and she could finally breathe again without inhalers.
• 🌟 And a personal miracle healing for Nicole herself—a story you’ll have to tune in to hear.

Howard also shares:

• 🔆 His solar initiation at age 20 that opened his perception.
• 🔆 The simple, universal peacemaking practices he’s refined to help anyone release negativity, elevate their vibration, and restore health.
• 🔆 Why forgiveness is the most powerful medicine we have—and how lineage clearing heals not just you, but generations.
• 🔆 The role of the heart over ego, and why “showing up in love” is not just spiritual—it’s physics.

💫 These are the kinds of miracles you’ll hear in this episode—powerful reminders that healing is always possible.

Resources

• Howard’s website + free Pinnacle Prayers: HowardWills.com
• Howard’s weekly livestreams (Weds) and alternating Sunday events; small group sessions Tuesdays/Fridays (https://howardwills.com)
• Share the prayers freely—Howard offers them to the world, at no cost

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Disclaimer: This podcast shares personal experiences and spiritual practices. It is not medical advice. Always consult your licensed healthcare provider for medical concerns.

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Transcript

Nicole: Welcome back, beautiful souls. I am so happy to be here with you. I'm Nicole Mixdorf, your host, and today I have a really special treat.

Nicole: I have had the pleasure of working with Howard Wills for many, many years. He helped me on my journey to heal my body when I was dealing with chronic illness.

Nicole: He's helped save the lives of my friends and family, and I'm so excited to share some of those stories with you, too. But Howard Wills is just a remarkable man whose life was forever changed at just 20 years old when he spontaneously and permanently tapped into what he calls the light.

Nicole: Since then, he's dedicated his life to helping people all around the world to reconnect with that divine source of love, freedom, and healing. Although many may call him a healer, Howard humbly sees himself as a conduit for transformation.

Nicole: Guiding people to release negative energy, open their hearts, and awaken joy. From private sessions to group livestreams, his work has supported thousands, from everyday people to musicians, business leaders, and families facing extraordinary challenges.

Nicole: Those who have experienced Howard's gift, like myself, often describe profound shifts, physically, emotionally, spiritually, that ripple out to transform their health, their relationships, and their lives. So with that, I would love to introduce you all to Howard Wills.

Howard: Hey!

Nicole: Thank you so much for being here today.

Howard: My pleasure, Nicole.

Nicole: It's been such an honor having the privilege to be able to work with you, and I'm excited to shine a light on the amazing work that you're doing in the world. So, maybe you could take us back to the beginning. Kind of how it all started, and what this experience was that you had with the light, and how that changed your life.

Howard: Very good. You know, currently, I feel…

Howard: Before I get into the other, that it's very important to encourage everybody, encourage people.

Nicole: Hmm.

Howard: Positive words go a long way.

Howard: In a world filled with a lot of negative words, and thoughts, and actions. So, positive is an energy, whether the word is yes, love, open, or I love you, or whatever the positive words are.

Howard: And that you can do it, and you can get yourself well, but it's a process, and you have to apply yourself, and you have to pay attention. Yes, sometimes people get well very quickly, in seconds or minutes.

Howard: But also, then there's the rest of your life.

Nicole: So we have to pay attention to our lives to…

Howard: help ourselves to get healthy and stay healthy. You don't get healthy and stay healthy unless you're paying attention to your life and what you think, say, and do. So we have to get on a track, a positive track of love, and caring, and positive action, and thought, word, and deed. And, you know, when you get on that, you're creating a positive reality.

Howard: You know?

Howard: And if you're doing the opposite, you're creating a negative reality, which is dissipating the life in your body and turning your body acidic, and then the next thing is illness.

Howard: So, sweetness and love makes a sweet reality physically, as well as everything else, and negative thought were indeed creates a negative, acidic reality, which you know, builds illness, and suffering and pain, and I mean, I think we've suffered enough in this world. We need to move away from the suffering and move into the love, and the joy, and the peace, and the good health, and the happiness, and…

Howard: the generosity and the sharing and the caring and the wanting the best for each other, you know? That's where we need to go. We need to want the best

Howard: for everyone and everything at all times. And if you're doing that.

Howard: It's gonna enhance your energy. See? If you're positive and loving, and you want the best for everyone and everything at all times, it's gonna enhance your energy and make it positive and sweet, and then healthy.

Howard: Yeah.

Howard: So that's… that's my message to everybody. It's very simple, just listen to that message over and over, and you'll start getting it, and then you can practice that, and then you'll watch what happens, because it… wonderful things happen for people.

Howard: And, you asked me about my original experience, so… As a young person.

Howard: I go back to the… maybe 1958 or something like that, I was probably 5 years old, 4 or 5 years old, 57, 58, television had just come out, and I was sitting on the floor watching a guy in a suit.

Howard: talk about everybody had, in South Carolina, talking about everybody has heart disease, and there's no cure, so send the money, and I just thought, that doesn't make sense. If you get sick… if you fall down, you can get up. If you get sick, you can get well.

Howard: And so, I just went on a track from that point on to try to understand about health and life and…

Howard: And actually, I got into studying, you know, how the ancient people

Howard: their approach to healing and stuff, because we were in the modern age, we had modern medicine, but what do people do 500, or 1,000, or 2,000, or 5 or 10,000 years ago, you know? What was their approach then?

Howard: And, they seemed to make it through life, and so they had to know something back then, too. So, I went on a search to understand

Howard: What… You know, things people could do to help themselves.

Howard: And, from about 5 years old. 4 or 5 years old.

Howard: And so…

Howard: I read about the primitive people of the world, the ancient people of the world, all the tribal people of the world, and, you know, different cultures, all the continents, and then, finally, I was looking at, the Hawaiian culture, and their kahunas, and…

Howard: Who were very adept at healing.

Howard: And I was studying, reading some books, and I met somebody that was…

Howard: kind of schooled in that a little bit, and I was hanging out with them, and… and it was interesting, and… and then,

Howard: I had this exp… I was kind of sweating bullets trying to understand their thought process. They…

Howard: You know, they had a complex belief system about what the human organism was and how it functioned.

Howard: And so I was kind of reading about that, and studying that, and with this person that knew something about it, and… and I was hanging out with a lot of people, like when I was 16, 17, 18, 19, who were… I was part of that Spiritual Frontiers Fellowship.

Howard: which was, I think a Methodist…

Howard: spiritual investigatory group that would meet. We'd meet every, like, once a week or something, and we'd talk about healing and what people did to heal this or heal that, or what people did to…

Howard: make themselves feel better, stuff like that. We looked at philosophies and beliefs and prayer and foods and everything, and so I was just a part of that, so…

Howard: Fast forward, I went to several colleges, I wound up at the University of South Carolina, and I was…

Howard: studying the Hawaiian knowledge at the time.

Howard: And then I had this experience.

Howard: And the experience was… I was…

Howard: A voice spoke to me and said, look to your right, and I did. It said, go to that grassy hill over there, it's about 100 yards away, I did. The voice said, take your shoes off, lay on the hill, align your body with the sun, open your palms.

Howard: Look at the sun, close your eyes, and breathe the light of the sun in through your eyes and through your palms, which I did.

Nicole: Yep.

Howard: And I was hearing the guidance, and I breathed it in for 45 minutes or so.

Howard: Maybe even an hour.

Howard: And I was told to fill myself with the light.

Howard: move it into all my extremities, where I became this big ball of light, and then let it expand through my body and become like a cocoon of light, and keep breathing the light into the cocoon, which I did. And I fell asleep on the hill, and I slept, like, 3 hours, so it was about a 4-hour experience.

Howard: And when I woke up.

Howard: I was in a different state, and I knew things that I didn't know before. So it was like the light had had its way with me, and it had opened my consciousness, maybe expanded my consciousness, whatever.

Howard: And, I was actually… I could see…

Howard: many dimensional forms of what we were. The first thing that I saw as I sat up, I saw people walking on a sidewalk about 80 feet away from me.

Howard: And I was watching them, and I've been to sleep for 3 hours, breathed for an hour, slept for 3 hours, and I woke up, so I'm kind of getting my bearings. And I'm watching these, you know, 4 or 5 people walk on the sidewalk.

Howard: And suddenly, boom, they became transparent forms of energy in the exact shape of the body. So they looked like cellophane people walking by.

Nicole: Wow.

Howard: Yeah, yeah, forms of energy, so that's one of our dimensional forms. It's a form of energy in the exact shape of the body.

Howard: And you're walking around, you're doing whatever, but you're basically see-through.

Howard: So I got up, and I went over and followed these people.

Howard: And then suddenly they became these transparent, egg-shaped sacks of water.

Howard: about as big as probably from your middle of your thighs up to the top of your head. It was a big egg-shaped sack of water, about 75%, 80% filled with water. With the water moving around inside of this egg, and you're floating about a foot and a half off the ground.

Howard: And there's about 35 or 40 stars, like pinpoints of light, floating in the water.

Nicole: Wow.

Howard: So I… so I followed those people out onto this…

Howard: bridge that I had the boy speak to me.

Howard: And I lost interest, I saw this girl that I knew, and I turned, and I went over, and I was talking to her, and then suddenly I realized I knew everything about her.

Nicole: Ugh!

Howard: I could see her whole makeup, I could see her… all the complexes that made her who and what she was, and…

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: I understood why she held a cigarette like this, and why she wore the clothes that she wore, and everything about her. And I was sitting there.

Howard: Knowing that, and then she turned into this

Howard: Pure energy. Electricity.

Howard: Her whole body was the shape of her body, but it was… it was blue, red, yellow, green, white.

Howard: Electricity just… flowing through… she was an electrical being.

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: And so I saw that, and…

Howard: I kept talking to her, and… And then I just kinda…

Howard: Ended the conversation and walked away. And and that was my start into this realm.

Nicole: Did it scare you at first, or were you just intrigued, or did you know that it was a deep, mystical experience, and it was leading you down a path to something really special?

Howard: You know, it was kind of an initiation, I guess, a solar initiation into the light.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: And, you know, it's a big mystery. You don't really know everything. You just go with the flow, and you see what's gonna happen, and so.

Nicole: I just, I just went with the flow, and then 6 weeks after that, I ran into my 6th grade girlfriend. She said, oh, you remember so-and-so?

Howard: he's dying of cancer, and he's 21 years old, and wasted a weight of 60 pounds. And I said, really?

Howard: And she said he's gonna kick the bucket, and I just thought, he's not gonna kick the bucket.

Nicole: Mmm.

Howard: I went home, and I called him, and I said, I know something that Mike can help you, because I had this understanding.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: It's just an organic understanding.

Howard: And so I just went to his house, and there he was, lying on a cot, 60 pounds, in a fetal position.

Howard: Eyes bugging out of his head, no hair on his body, skin white as his shirt here, just about.

Howard: And,

Howard: Couldn't get up, couldn't walk. 60 pounds, 21-year-old guy, about a 150, 155-pound guy, wasted weight of 60 pounds and still alive.

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: And he's… I said, I know somebody can help you. He said, please come over.

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: So he wanted to live, so I went over, and I…

Howard: I worked with him an hour that day and an hour the next day, and then I…

Howard: Told him to,

Howard: do certain… I said, how long do you want it to take for you to be welled? And he said, 30 days. I said, okay. And I said, do you want this to be done for you, or do you want to work along with it? He said, I want to work along with it. So then I…

Howard: told him what to do from this understanding that I had, and he did that for the next 30 days, and then he was well.

Nicole: So what did he have to do for the next 30 days?

Howard: Well, let's go back to the first thing that I told him to do. After I worked with him an hour the first day, I said, call every member of your family in the room.

Howard: Look them in the eyes, apologize to them, let them look in your eyes, and apologize to you.

Nicole: Mmm.

Howard: And then looking in their eyes, tell them that you love them, and then looking in your eyes, tell you that they love you, and then hug them.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: So he did that for all of his family members. And then I said, okay, if you have a problem with anybody and you can call them and reach them, call them on the phone, make peace with them.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: And the third thing to do is to… if you have any debts, pay your debts if you can.

Howard: That's what he had to do the first day.

Nicole: Okay.

Howard: He did that, and I had worked with him for an hour helping him.

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: for that.

Howard: So, I came back the next day, and he was up, walking around the house, upright.

Nicole: He was already a huge…

Howard: is walking around the house upright. Just those few little things.

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: transformed his reality.

Howard: And so then, after that, the next day, I said, okay, eat living food as much as you can.

Nicole: Yep.

Howard: Because you're 60 pounds from 150, you can't take any negativity, so no TV, no radio, no newspaper, no magazine, no media of any kind.

Nicole: Yep.

Howard: And you can go sit outside under a shade tree, and put your bare feet on the earth, and watch the birds fly, and breathe the fresh air, and enjoy the wind, and watch the wind blowing through the trees, and that's your… that's what he used to do.

Nicole: Yes. I said, and I said, if you want to.

Howard: If you want to,

Howard: Listen to music, you can listen to about 10 or 15 minutes of classical music, you know, once a day, that's it.

Howard: And,

Howard: Drink a couple of glasses of fresh squeezed orange juice in the morning, a couple glasses of carrot juice or vegetable juice in the afternoon. Yep. Eat living food, and if you have to eat any meat, it could be chicken or fish, and he changed it to turkey or fish.

Nicole: Okay. And he did that for 30 days, and it got well.

Nicole: Ugh, amazing.

Nicole: And that was it, and that was…

Howard: That's it.

Nicole: beginning of this path, right? Yeah.

Nicole: I've seen, Howard, these amazing transformations that you have facilitated, and I'll share a quick… I have so many stories, but one in particular

Nicole: Years ago now, when I was about 40, I had a high school friend of mine that I heard had a massive stroke, and at the age of 40, and…

Nicole: you know, we used to be really good friends, I was really good friends with his wife and his sister, but I had kind of lost touch. I was still connected with him on Facebook, so I'm on Facebook.

Nicole: checking out these updates, how is he doing? He had to be rushed into an emergency brain surgery. He was in a coma in the hospital, intubated in the ICU, and this went on.

Nicole: For, like, a week, another week, another week, and I kept reaching out, because there was something nagging at me that kept saying, Howard can help him. Howard can help him. I just knew it. Like, there was just a knowing that I had.

Nicole: And so, I was reaching out, but they're not responding back, and I get it, they were busy, but it just… that kept nagging at me, and I finally said, you know what?

Nicole: I'm just going to gift him a session with you. Yeah. So, I reached out to his sister, and I said, hey.

Nicole: I'm going to be facilitating this energy healing session for him.

Nicole: you know, what do we need to pray for? Like, what are the specific issues that are going on that need attention right now? And she's like, okay, he's in a really bad way, we need to pray for brain function, we need to pray for, you know, inflammation around the brain to go down, for him to wake up. But on top of all of that, he had also gotten a pneumonia.

Nicole: So now he was actually dying. So this man was 40 years old, dying in the hospital, in the ICU, on a ventilator, in a coma, after this massive brain surgery and a stroke.

Nicole: And so I said to her, okay, like, I'm gonna do this session tonight, just let me know over the next couple days how he does. So, normally, when you do a session with someone, you get on the phone with them. I've been on the receiving end of that several times.

Nicole: And you're like, okay, you know, what's going on? And you do your thing, and, you know, get up, move around, all this. But this time was different, because I was on the phone with you, but you were sending the healing through me to my friend. Yeah. Okay, so the whole time during that call with you, I just stayed very open, and I held the intention that I was just sending the healing to my friend. So, sending the healing

Nicole: you know, facilitating that. And I felt this warmth in front of my chest, like a swirling warmth the entire time that I was on the phone with you. Yeah. So we get off the phone.

Nicole: Next day, I get a phone call, and she's like, Nicole, you're not gonna believe what happened.

Nicole: I said, what happened?

Nicole: She said, he's starting to come around. He grabbed his wife's hand and was able to pull it up to his mouth and kiss her hand.

Nicole: And I got full body chill.

Howard: Nice.

Nicole: I got full-body chills, I'm like, oh my god.

Howard: He's a smart guy.

Nicole: Right? Exactly.

Howard: You better be kissing his wife's hand.

Nicole: Better be kisses.

Howard: And it better be buying her some nice gifts, too.

Nicole: That's right, after that.

Howard: That's what a man is supposed to do.

Nicole: Absolutely.

Howard: He is his goddess.

Nicole: Is it low.

Howard: Love her.

Nicole: Absolutely!

Howard: There are plenty of beautiful jewelry.

Nicole: Oh, let's add that into the mix.

Nicole: That's it.

Howard: Be a good husband, and take.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: Or your wife, yeah.

Nicole: Absolutely, amen.

Howard: Goddess. Yeah. Period. That's it.

Nicole: Period. I'm all down for that. We gotta take care of each other.

Howard: That's how a man can have a good life. If he just surrendered to his wife, love his wife, take good care of his wife, listen to his wife, a man will have a better, much better life.

Nicole: Oh.

Howard: I promise.

Nicole: Oh.

Howard: I promise.

Nicole: Yes.

Nicole: Yes, and what about.

Howard: Feminine, the feminine is a mystical…

Howard: It's… it's a mystical, you know… Knowing the feminine.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: A male is, like, hard, and, you know, we need to soften and listen, we need to pay attention to the feminine. Yeah. Males will have much better lives if they listen well to the feminine.

Nicole: Yes, and allow that to balance out.

Howard: impact.

Howard: Yes.

Nicole: Yeah, such an amazing…

Howard: I promise. Most people don't like to hear that. Most males don't like to hear that, but I promise their lives would be better if they would listen to that and follow that information.

Nicole: I love it. And I love that that was the example that happened, that was the first part of the miracle that

Nicole: And it really was a miracle.

Howard: Yeah.

Nicole: Because she said to me, okay, keep the healing coming. So I said, alright. So I did another session with you that night, and we did it one more time, and then the next day, she calls me, and she's like, you're not gonna believe what happened. And I said, tell me, what happened?

Howard: She said he's.

Nicole: totally waking up, and the breathing has gotten better, and he's responding to commands. Literally, by the end of that second day, Howard, he was sitting up in his hospital bed watching baseball on television.

Howard: Isn't that wonderful? I mean, amazing. This totally saved this guy's life. I hope he remembered to keep kissing his wife's hand.

Nicole: I hope so, too. I'm sure he will, because that was obviously his.

Howard: For reminding.

Nicole: Yeah, there you go.

Nicole: Go, exactly.

Howard: I love it.

Nicole: And there's been so many stories that I've had, you know. One time, I thought I was having a stroke. I was at… traveling, I was with my husband, we were having dinner, we were… we weren't in our own hometown, we were somewhere else.

Nicole: And all of a sudden, I had, you know, I'd hit my finger earlier in the day, and all of a sudden, it was like the vein was throbbing out of my finger, and in the middle of dinner, it's… my fingers started going numb.

Nicole: And then my whole hand started going numb. And then my whole arms started going numb. Then my whole, like, right side of my body started getting tingles. My heart was pounding out of my chest, and I was like…

Nicole: all of a sudden, it was hard for me to talk, and I said to my husband, like, we have to go to the emergency room, like, I think I'm having a stroke, and he's like.

Howard: Like, this…

Nicole: serious? So we literally just got up from the restaurant.

Nicole: We went out to the car, we're, like, trying to Google where a hospital even is, because we weren't home, you know, we were in a different city. So we're, you know, it's, like, 25 minutes away, and I just said, I'm gonna call Howard. I just had a feeling that you were gonna be able to answer that phone.

Howard: Oh, yeah.

Nicole: day.

Howard: Yeah.

Nicole: And you did.

Howard: Yeah.

Nicole: And you did, and I said, I told you what was happening, you were like, which hand? The right hand? I said, the right hand. And I had been holding it up, and the second you said, I'm gonna start working on it.

Nicole: my arm just dropped down, and, like, I felt this, like, calm just wash over my whole body, and, like, my heart started to calm down. Like, it literally felt like it was beating out of my chest. It started to calm down. I mean, by the time we got to that hospital.

Nicole: I felt 90% better. I mean, it was… I mean, I was like, I'm still gonna go in and get checked out, but it was night and day. So, amazing. So, question is, Howard, when you work with someone like that in that capacity.

Nicole: What are you… what is actually going on?

Howard: I didn't even say anything to you, did I?

Nicole: No, you're silent on the phone, so are you praying.

Howard: I didn't say it came to you.

Nicole: What's happening?

Howard: And just like, when I worked on your friend, I didn't say anything when I worked on your friend.

Nicole: Nope.

Howard: But then he got well.

Nicole: Yes!

Howard: He came back to life when he was dying.

Nicole: That's right!

Howard: And he was in some hospital somewhere, I didn't even know where he was, probably.

Nicole: Right! And he doesn't even know we're doing it. And I probably didn't even know his name. Right.

Howard: You know, I had a, we had a gathering

Howard: You know, I do these Zoom calls every Wednesday and every other Sunday with 50 or 100 people, or something like that.

Howard: So there was a lady on the call about two and a half months ago, and she said, oh, I have a friend of a friend that has stage 4 pancreatic cancer, and can you work on her? Can you help her? I said, yeah, I'll work on her. So I just worked on her for a few seconds.

Howard: Probably 10 or 15 seconds, and I said, let me know how she does. I didn't know her name.

Howard: I don't know where she was.

Howard: I didn't know anything about her except that she had stage 4 pancreatic cancer, and she was a friend of a friend.

Nicole: Right.

Howard: very removed.

Nicole: Yes. But the intelligence of the light knows.

Howard: So I just… so I just worked on her, she got it, and… and they… I said, tell me how she does, and the next week, she came on the call and said, she got well.

Nicole: Wow. Her cancer disappeared.

Howard: I said, really? I said, that's wonderful.

Howard: But it just shows you, you don't even have to have a name, really.

Nicole: Wow! How is it that.

Howard: And there's no limitation, you know, you can work on the whole world.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: You can work on all the life forms and intelligence in our solar system, in our galaxy, and in our universe. You can do… there's no limit to it.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: You can do it.

Howard: Just like right now, just like right now, okay?

Howard: I'm gonna do something for you, and you watch what happens, okay?

Nicole: Okay.

Howard: That's what it says.

Howard: What happened?

Nicole: Hmm.

Nicole: It just felt a lightness.

Howard: And what it says?

Howard: That's it.

Nicole: It's, like, almost, floating shape.

Howard: And watch this, this is for everybody on the call.

Howard: And this.

Nicole: It makes me want to laugh, I don't know why, like, I feel like this, like, giddy kind of happiness energy.

Howard: Yeah, that's it. It's that fast.

Nicole: Wow.

Howard: It's so fast.

Nicole: So, what are you working.

Howard: So everybody that's gonna watch this just got blessed.

Nicole: Yes.

Nicole: So you're healing with the light, then? Is that what…

Howard: Yeah, I'm just communicating with,

Howard: I'm communicating with all the subjects, the people.

Howard: And I'm making a very quick prayer for them to cleanse them.

Howard: Yes. So healing is kind of cleansing.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: That's what it is. But I don't really call myself the healer. I'm not a…

Howard: I don't call myself a healer.

Nicole: Why not?

Howard: I just… well, because, I mean, people say that, but I'm just… the light heals you, God heals you.

Nicole: We're not healing anyway.

Howard: The love energy, the light, God heals you.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: I just opened people up so they received God. Watch this.

Howard: And no, it's this.

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: Now, how's that feel?

Nicole: It feels really good.

Howard: Yeah!

Howard: It's just that fast.

Nicole: It's amazing.

Howard: So… So we are… we're a vibrating molecular structure, but we're also many levels of intelligence, you know?

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: And we have God intelligence in us, and human intelligence in us, and ego and mind, God intelligence and heart, feelings, inner voice, and body.

Howard: This is the God side, this is the human side, this is the one that makes the problems.

Howard: mind and the ego, you know? So if the mind and the ego will surrender and listen to the heart, feelings, inner voice, and body, then you're gonna have good health, and you're gonna have a good life.

Nicole: Is that why forgiveness is such an important part of…

Howard: You don't want to be…

Nicole: different people.

Howard: Yes, you want peace in your life.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: You have to have peace in your life. If you don't have peace, if you're all angry and upset and judging everybody and everything, and in a bad mood all the time, you're just gonna kill yourself. You're dying.

Howard: You're gonna make your body acidic, and you're gonna get sick with an illness.

Nicole: Right.

Howard: I don't care if somebody tried to shoot you, poison you, run over you, stab you.

Howard: take… wreck your life, whatever, you can't be mad at them. You gotta let it all go.

Nicole: That's right.

Howard: You can't be holding grudges and being mad and all. You can't do that. If you do that, you're gonna die.

Howard: You're just wasting your life and your time and your energy focusing on negativity. Don't do it.

Nicole: Right.

Howard: Take everything with a grain of salt.

Howard: Everything and everybody with a grain of salt, and just love everything. Love the trees, the wind, the birds, the flowers, everything, the oceans, the fish, everything. Love everything. And live with love, and want the best for everyone and everything, all the time.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: You see something that can… need… get some help, give it some help.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: You know? Always be of service.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: Be of service to the earth, the life of the earth.

Howard: You know, to humanity, to your family.

Howard: Men to their wives.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: And wives to their husbands, yeah.

Nicole: It's really what you're talking about, is just being in that vibration of love, right? And the forgiveness is just the decision to let.

Howard: If you want to do better in life.

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: Make peace with everything and everybody.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: Take peace with yourself.

Nicole: Make peace with the earth and the life of the earth, and start loving everything. And if you do that, you're gonna do great.

Nicole: Yeah. How would you start for, let's say, somebody… because there's people who naturally are like that, right? I'm a very positive person. I have really high vibration energy that I bring into things, I am always looking at the beauty around me. I'm a cup-half-full kind of gal, I've always been that way. But not everyone is wired that way, naturally, right? Some people…

Nicole: Some people come in with a lot more, you know, baggage, or wounds, or different things from their past, or from their family lineage, or wherever it comes from, but maybe they don't see the beauty in things. What is.

Howard: players.

Nicole: Place that people should start.

Howard: Yeah, yeah, well, you have to cleanse. I suggest that people go to my website, get my prayers that are free.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: And start… get the pinnacle prayers. They're the last little set of prayers that I wrote.

Howard: They are… there's 6 prayers it takes. You say each prayer 3 times in a row.

Howard: It's very therapeutic. It takes 6 minutes.

Howard: Okay. To say all 6 prayers 3 times in a row.

Nicole: Okay.

Howard: So you say the first prayer 3 times in a row, second prayer… very therapeutic. Each one, three times in a row, takes 6 minutes, and you're done.

Howard: Okay. You will feel refreshed, you'll feel happier, you'll be more empowered, you'll be healthier, everything is better. Because you're communicating with God.

Nicole: Now, how does this work with other people's belief systems around their religious beliefs, etc? Is this only for a certain path, or is this a.

Howard: available somewhere.

Howard: This is all religions, all paths, it doesn't matter what you are.

Nicole: Okay.

Howard: And really, I mean, you can do it with or without God, but with God is much easier. I'd say, God, please help me forgive all people, all people, forgive me, help us all forgive ourselves, please, God, thank you, God, amen, thank you, God, amen.

Nicole: Yay.

Howard: In the pinnacle prayers, that prayer reads.

Howard: God, please help me forgive everyone for everything. Everyone, forgive me for everything. Help us all forgive ourselves for everything. Please, God, thank you. God, amen, thank you, God amen. And then the second prayer is, God, please help me, my family, our entire lineage, and all humanity throughout all time.

Howard: All forgive everyone for everything. Everyone, forgive us for everything. Help us all forgive ourselves for everything. Please, God, thank you, God, amen. Thank you, God, amen.

Howard: So that's a genealogical prayer.

Nicole: Yeah. And really, when you're born, you're like a program of your genealogy. Yep.

Howard: So, you're like your mother and your father, your grandparents, your great-grandparents, your great-great-grand… and their lives are inside of you.

Howard: Their thought, word, and deed is in your… encoded into your DNA. Interesting. So what you want to do is you want to cleanse that.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: Because we make mistakes, we get upset, we get angry, we do wrongs, we slip and whatever. So you make peace, God, for me, my family, our entire lineage, and all humanity throughout all time, past, present, and future.

Howard: Please help us all forgive everyone for everything. Everyone, forgive us for everything. Help us all forgive ourselves for everything.

Howard: Please, God, thank you, God, amend, thank you, God, amend. So, peacemaking is 3 ways. It's not, I forgive you, you forgive me. It's, I forgive you, you forgive me, and let's forgive ourselves.

Nicole: Right.

Howard: We have to forgive ourselves, too.

Nicole: Yeah, oh yeah.

Howard: And most people have a problem with themselves.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: We have to forgive ourselves.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: And when you start working on forgiving yourselves for your mistakes, and your mess-ups, your slip-ups, your… you know, and then catch yourself and stop doing these things that are not good and healthy for you.

Nicole: Right.

Howard: Stop yourself from getting into trouble.

Nicole: Sure.

Howard: And then you do better.

Nicole: There was the intention of the forgiveness enough? Like, having the intention of wanting to forgive, wanting to let go, reading the prayers, is that enough? Do you suggest that people come into reading those prayers with a certain issue on their heart that they're ready to release, or is that irrelevant?

Howard: Well, you know, if something is really bothering you, you do need to focus on it.

Nicole: Sure.

Howard: And that might be the first focus.

Howard: Yeah. Like, like, God, please help us forgive our mothers and fathers, mother-in-laws and father-in-laws. Help us forgive our brothers and sisters, brother-in-laws and sister-in-laws. Help us forgive our sons and daughters, son-in-laws and daughter-in-laws. Help us forgive our grandchildren.

Howard: And our grandparents and grandparents-in-law. Help us forgive our aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews, cousins, lovers, and spouses. Help all those people forgive us, help us all forgive ourselves.

Howard: Please, God, thank you, God amen. Thank you, God amend. Fill us with your love and give us all peace right now and forever. Please, God, thank you, God amen. Thank you, God amen.

Howard: So, these are practical prayers that can be applicable in all religions, all beliefs.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: And even if you don't believe in God or anything, you can still say the words and watch the results and watch what happens.

Nicole: Right. Yeah, because even just listening to you say it right now, it fills me with a feeling of love.

Nicole: Which is so beautiful, because.

Howard: Yeah.

Nicole: the reality, right? Like, we carry

Nicole: All these wounds and this baggage that we don't need to carry anymore.

Howard: Yeah, this is, actually…

Nicole: Down!

Howard: This is a form of peacemaking. In Hawaii, they call it Ho'oponopono.

Nicole: Right.

Howard: the Hawaiians used to get together and sit in a circle, and they would air their grievances with each other to make peace in the village or in the family, so everybody could feel better. They were out here in the middle of the ocean, thousands of miles away from anything, and…

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: You're out here with each other, so you gotta keep apiece, you know?

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: they would talk about what their problems are, and they would discuss why, and that's peacemaking. And so this is kind of peacemaking, but also for your genealogy.

Nicole: Right. You know?

Howard: You could say, God, please help my parents, forgive each other, forgive themselves, forgive all people, and all people forgive them, and my grandparents, forgive each other, forgive themselves, forgive all people, and all people forgive them. My great-grandparents, forgive each other, forgive themselves, forgive all people, and all people forgive them.

Howard: And my great-great-grandparents, forgive each other, forgive themselves, forgive all people, and all people forgive them. And then my great-great-great-grandparents forgive each other, forgive themselves, forgive all people.

Howard: All people, forgive them, completely and totally now and forever. Please, God, thank you, God of men. Thank you, God, amen. Fill us with your love and give us all peace now and forever. Please, God, thank you, God, amen. Thank you, God, amen.

Howard: Now, how's that?

Nicole: Amen. Yeah.

Howard: How's that feel? It feels so light, it feels beautiful to be able to tap into that vibration, and that's really what it's all about, right? It's all energy.

Nicole: It's all…

Howard: Energy's energy. Everything is… watch this, this is for everybody that's in science.

Nicole: Hmm.

Howard: Now, how's that?

Nicole: Now, that's amazing. Now, Howard, is the snapping that you're doing, is that part of the healing, the sound of it, the vibration of it, or is that just something that you're doing in the background, irrelevant of the healing?

Howard: It's a demonstration of the instantaneous effect of the light.

Howard: Yeah. That's all.

Nicole: Yes. So we could do this.

Nicole: And done.

Howard: Notice it, notice it. What's that doing to you?

Nicole: Yes, it's like, it's done. It's like, lifts the energy off.

Nicole: That's what it feels like.

Howard: It's connecting you with the heavens.

Nicole: Mmm…

Howard: But it's not just the snap, it's the prayer behind the snap.

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: See?

Nicole: Yeah.

Howard: And it's just the intention of connecting you with the heavens.

Nicole: Yeah.

Nicole: That's amazing. And then it's like, you know…

Howard: It's done. It's done.

Nicole: And it's done, and I would say for anyone who's listening, and I doubt I have a lot of skeptics who listen to what I offer anyway, but for those people that don't believe, right, it's like, did it work or did it not work?

Nicole: That's really what it comes down to at the end for me, because I've seen things that just have blown my mind.

Nicole: Miracles, like, legit miracles happen, and it's like, you can't understand everything. There's so much more to this world than meets the eye, right?

Howard: Yeah, somebody asked me, I want to be a healer, I want to be a healer. I said, okay. Are you willing to devote yourself 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for the rest of your life to the study of this?

Howard: And this lady said, oh, no, I just want to play with it on the weekends.

Nicole: Oh!

Howard: So I, you know, if you really want to dive in deep, you just gotta focus on it 24-7, every day, all day long. You never take your mind off of it.

Nicole: Yeah. Everybody.

Nicole: Yeah, it's interesting. I mean, I heal people. I'm an Akashic healer, right? And I work with healing past lifetime traumas and family lineage wounds, and it's different than what you're describing, right? And working on the soul records. But, you know, it's… it's like the more… what I've found for myself.

Nicole: is the more I heal myself.

Nicole: the more I'm able to help heal… help everyone else heal themselves.

Howard: Yeah. Yeah.

Howard: Yeah, tell everybody what other things that you've seen with this work. Didn't you know somebody else that was in a coma, too?

Nicole: Oh, yeah, my cousin, he was, probably 80, so he was old at this point, and he had a horrible UTI infection that, backed into his bloodstream, so he got sepsis.

Nicole: And he was rushed to the hospital, and he was in a coma.

Nicole: And the doctor said they didn't think he was gonna pull through, they didn't think he was gonna make it out of this situation, and again, I was like, I'm… I'm just going to do a session

Nicole: with Howard, I just had a feeling, so I reached out to you, and we did this session for my cousin, and guess what happened? He woke up from that coma the next day, and within 2 days, he was home from the hospital.

Howard: Look at there!

Nicole: Which is amazing! I mean…

Howard: Look in there!

Nicole: amazing! Like, and the craziest part is that I told my family, you know, and this is an extended family, right? But I told them that this is what I was gonna do, I was gonna do this energy healing. But did they believe that it was a result of the energy healing?

Nicole: No, they didn't believe that. Fine, whatever. I didn't care what they believed. I was just grateful, you know, that this happened, and I've seen it happen over and over and over again. One of my employees after COVID had gotten long-haul COVID,

Nicole: And she was really suffering. She was probably one of the first people to get COVID. It was, like, really at the beginning, and by the end of 2020, she was a train wreck. She couldn't work, she couldn't function, her brain fog was so intense, she couldn't see clearly. Like, she could do one thing in a day. She said, Nicole, if I had made my bed.

Nicole: I would have to sleep for 3 hours after that, because that was all of the energy that she had. And this is a girl who was a yoga teacher and a Reiki healer, and she couldn't breathe. She was on inhalers, and not able to function, not able to work, like, she was in a bad way. And again, it was one of those things that I thought.

Nicole: I bet Howard could heal… help her heal. I just had this feeling, this knowing, so I treated her… I gifted her a session with you as well. I've gifted a lot of people sessions with you.

Howard: That was nice.

Nicole: Yes, because, like, when you know, you know!

Howard: Yeah, look at you. Look at how blessed you are.

Nicole: Yes!

Howard: Generous, and look at how blessed you are with your.

Nicole: Right.

Howard: reality.

Nicole: That's it, you know? And it's like… and guess what? When she did that session with you, within the first 10 seconds of being on the call with you, she was able to take a full, deep breath in, like she hadn't taken a full inhale.

Nicole: in 6 months.

Nicole: And she didn't need her inhalers after that. She said the fog was suddenly just lifted off of her. She was so amazed after that experience. She sent me the most heartfelt thank you, and it was just… it was so beautiful to see. And, I mean, there's just so many stories.

Howard: Yeah.

Nicole: I've heard crazy stories, other stories.

Howard: Oh yeah, you've heard a lot.

Howard: Oh, where is she now? How's that girl doing now?

Nicole: She's so much better. She's doing great, yeah. She's back to living regular life, and teaching, and doing all of the things that, you know, her soul came here to do, which is…

Nicole: So beautiful. I love it. So I guess, Howard, I have a question for you. Obviously, you had this mystical experience that connected you into the light, and you have such a powerful, beautiful way of creating these energetic shifts for people that can be instantaneous. It can be through.

Howard: It is.

Nicole: recording, they can listen to it later, and it still works. You know, it's just mind-blowing, but…

Howard: Yeah.

Nicole: You know, people can do the prayers, but is there a way that people can learn to also tap into the light in the same kind of way?

Howard: But in the prayers, you're tapping into the light.

Nicole: Okay.

Howard: That is the blueprint.

Nicole: Okay.

Nicole: That's beautiful.

Howard: When you do those prayers, when you say them, you are affecting reality. This is physics.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: This is physics. I remember, 18… about 19 years ago, there was a gathering that I had down here in Princeville.

Howard: And this lady came, she was 82 years old, she was totally blind, her eyes had turned white. She had wet macular degeneration, her glaucoma index, I found out, was a 28.

Howard: And I walked in the room and said, who wants help tonight? And everybody raised their hand but her. She was… it was about 100, 125 people. I walked over to her and touched her. I said, how about you? You know, she was the most… the biggest thing in the room.

Nicole: Right. Like, she needed it the most.

Howard: 82 years old, and her eyes were white.

Nicole: Yes. You couldn't see any features in her eyes, just white. Wow.

Howard: So I texted her, I said, how about you? She said, oh, no, I'm a scientist. I don't believe in these things.

Nicole: Whoa!

Howard: I'm a scientist. I said, I know, but this is science.

Nicole: I said, this is physics.

Howard: She said, oh!

Howard: I said, take my hand and we'll do a physics experiment. She said, okay. She took my hand. I said, wouldn't you like to get your sight back? She said, of course I would. She took my hand, I led her about 8 feet, sat her in a chair facing everybody.

Howard: And we were filming it.

Nicole: Okay.

Howard: And I said, I'm gonna do the little physics experiment on you, and I stood behind her, just like this, about two and a half feet behind her, and then I just focused on her.

Howard: And she said, oh, I feel this power coming in through the top of my head, and it's going through my body, and it's all the way down, going out my feet into the earth. And here it comes again, and she's talking about it, as it's happening.

Nicole: Exactly.

Howard: again, going through my body, all the way down my legs, going into the earth. Oh, and here it comes again, and the third time that it came into her.

Howard: Her eyes turned back to the original color.

Nicole: No way.

Howard: with 2020 vision.

Howard: And the glaucomic index, she went to the doctors a few days later, a couple days later, and it was a 6, like a new.

Nicole: Wow.

Howard: So, her vision went to 2020, wet macular degeneration disappeared, glaucomic index went to a 6, like a newborn baby from a 28.

Nicole: Wow.

Howard: And it was on film, and she went into shock. She was shocked.

Howard: And she went to see the doctors, and they checked her, and they said, you know, what happened? You know, they were in shock.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: And she just looked at them and couldn't say anything, and they didn't say anything, and they just looked at each other about 5 minutes after the examination, 3 doctors looking at her, and they all got up one by one and left, and then she got up and left.

Howard: And she went home and sat at home for three and a half months. She lived down on the bluffs over the ocean down in Princeville, over Queen's Bath.

Howard: And she called me after three and a half, four months, and said, can I come see you? I said, yes, ma'am.

Howard: And so she came, and she brought a little gift that she gave me, and one to my wife.

Howard: And she said, George and Barbara Bush have asked me to go to China with them.

Nicole: Oh!

Howard: Because Barbara Bush and I went to school together. I said, can you fix… she said, can you fix my arthritis so I can go to China with them? I said… I said, sure. So we fixed her arthritis. She went to China with the Bushes for two and a half weeks, said it was the best trip of her life, you know?

Nicole: Oh my goodness.

Howard: She came back, told me all about it, she was all excited, but it's an unusual thing when these kind of things happen, and it's hard for people to assimilate this kind of stuff.

Nicole: Oh, yeah. Because, I mean, when have we seen this kind of stuff, and it's a strange experience, and so sometimes people are freaked out by it. Yeah. But this work, every time you get worked on, it helps.

Howard: Anytime.

Nicole: another.

Howard: There you go. There's no time that it doesn't work.

Nicole: There's not one time that it doesn't work. Works every time.

Howard: Mmm. If you're focused on… it's physics.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: It's like a physics experiment. We're all walking physics experiments on this in our lives, and if you pay attention to the thought, word, and deed that you're dealing with, that's what's affecting you. And the stuff from your lineage.

Nicole: Right.

Howard: So when you're born, you're like a predisposition of everything that came before you.

Nicole: Sure.

Howard: And then there's also the potential of life, lineage, past lives, past, present, future lives, and lineages. So all this fits into the mix of potentially what we are.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: So you have to deal with all that information to cleanse the people so they can be more free, more empowered, healthier, happier, more successful. Yeah. Because this helps with everything. Success, everything.

Nicole: So amazing.

Howard: Your people should get on the Wednesday calls, and get on these Wednesday calls, get on the every other Sunday calls. If they want to do some individual work, they can do that. Oh, and there's also group sessions with about 12 or 15 people every Tuesday and every Friday.

Nicole: Oh, I love that.

Howard: This is an ongoing study for me, you know, for humanity. It's collecting knowledge and sharing knowledge with humanity about life, health, healing, you know, past, present, future, and knowledge and intelligence. That's what it's about, so…

Nicole: I love it. So, what's the easiest way for people to connect with you? Is it on your website?

Howard: Yeah, they can just go on my website, HowardWills.com. I would recommend that they look at the prayers, and probably just download the Pinnacle Prayers. It's the shortest, takes 6 minutes, do it once or twice a day. Watch what happens in your life. Your life will change for the better.

Howard: Every time.

Nicole: Every time.

Howard: Every time you do it, it helps you. It's throwing stuff out of you.

Nicole: That's right.

Howard: And the amount of stuff that we have in us is a huge amount.

Nicole: If you go back.

Howard: 35 generations, which is 700 years of genetic information.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: We have 6.5… Quadrillion years of thought, word, and deed stored in our bodies.

Nicole: Wow, yeah.

Nicole: It's lots of liquor.

Howard: 10 generations, about 187 million years of thought, word, and deed, of just parental energy.

Nicole: Right?

Howard: There's a lot to be cleansed.

Nicole: That's right. And every time we read the prayers, and we hold the intention, it's releasing another.

Howard: Everything helps. Everything helps.

Nicole: It does. Oh, Howard, you're so amazing. Thank you so much for just sharing your light.

Howard: Thank you, Nicole.

Nicole: Offering the healing and inspiring us all today, and thank you for the blessings you have given to me in my own life, and to my friends and family.

Nicole: So for anyone listening today, I really encourage you to check out… go to Howard's website, howardwills.com.

Nicole: Check out the amazing work that he is doing, and especially if you're ready for a miracle in your life. If you're ready for change, if you're ready to feel better, to uplift your life, you will find only love and light there, for sure.

Howard: Yeah, and the prayers are free.

Howard: Right. It's fucked anything.

Nicole: Right.

Howard: Download them, you can put them in a book, you can give them to people, you do whatever you want to do, copy them.

Nicole: Yes.

Howard: Send them to millions of people if you want. They're free to the world. The light told me, write these down and give them to the world free. That's what I do.

Nicole: I love it. And you can download them, and they're a beautiful PDF, it's just easy to save on your phone.

Howard: Yeah. It's fun. It's fun. You want to have more fun? Get into this stuff. You'll have a lot more fun in your life, I promise you.

Nicole: That's what it's all about.

Howard: It's really fun.

Nicole: Oh, I love it! Well, let's keep having fun together.

Howard: Yeah, let's do. I'll… you wanna do another podcast? I'd be glad to.

Nicole: Oh, you're amazing.

Nicole: Thanks so much, and thank you all so much for listening today. I so appreciate you all being here, and I will look forward to seeing you next time.

Nicole: Let me leave you all on this high note. Oh, it feels so good.

Howard: Thank you all. I love you all.

Nicole: You're a blessing. Thank you so much, my friend.

Nicole: See you all soon. See you all, everyone.

Howard: Thank you.